| A Memory Spoken |
- Your beauty was a sustain remover
My excitement overruling technique
As I rushed headlong stumbling
Into the beauty of your presents
Offered up to please my pallet
Dutifully emblazing you
Onto my minds canvas
While past loves strode by
Withering away to vaporous wisps
When exposed to the magnificent light
Of your skins sanguinity
Bursting forth like a fucking pulsar
From a Lady Madonna icon
Of gold leaf haloed splendor
And my reward for 10 years of devotion
Was to waste my best years
In a depth of sorrow and misery
That not even the needle
Could raise me up and out
Of my stuporous pain
And lost loves confusion
While all the while those 3 letters
Branded with hot iron onto my brain
That no abrasive could remove
Haunted me as if their time
Could never end
Pounding and screaming
In my minds ear always asking
Why, why, why?
- But you can not answer this
For you are gone
Forever gone
Gone forever
I hope time has been kind to you
When, shaken by your beauty
Fearful of laying on a hand
To mar Gods Pièce de résistance
He scurries off to find some other
Less worthy or intimidating
As for me, memory fades
And health slips away with the years
I seek solace in the company of others
Never mentioning you when questioned
About past loves and lovers
Your memory only spoken of
As I put pen to paper
